Today after school, I rushed to the canteen to book seats for the SITU family members. I waited at the canteen for 15 minutes and yet they did not come. (The voice said I should not have done so much for the SITU family as they will not appreciate it.) In the end, I went to buy my food and after eating, I went to the bookshop to buy a green file for my Geography. That was when I saw them coming back to school from the front gate. Obviously they went to 815 to have their lunch. (The voice then said "see, they did not even tell you that they will go to 815, is this how friends are treated?") At that point of time, I was in the SOLO state again. After all this, we went back to our respective classes.

I was a little frustrated when Jonathan (my partner) sabotaged me during the interviewing by saying I was born in the middle of the causeway between Singapore and Malaysia. He also said that i am sad because I just broke off from a relationship. But the good thing was that I got 20/30 for the interviewing.

After the Public Speaking ended at 4.30pm, I went to 4th storey to wait for the SITU family members. Then we went to the usual meeting place. We did our homework there. Kah Shin just joked that I should take away my bag from the chair to let her put her bag. I decided to let her have her way. But then she said it's ok. But I have already decided to let her have her way, so we were snatching my bag. While in the process of snatching, Kah Shin told me to let go or I will be out of the Situ Family and will have to go home. I think I was hurt by what she said. Also, Mr Jana found out that Kah Shin and I were the source of the noise, he demanded us to apologise to him. (While apologising, my emotion was dry and I do not know why) I then went back home, I did some soul searching on the way back home. (This is when the voice said that this is how I am treated by the Situ Family.) At night, Kah Shin and I apologised to each other, but somehow I can feel that the voice does not want me to forgive...

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