I wonder if everybody shows how they feel? E.g. when someone's sad, he/she will show it. In the past I may show it, but now after so much have happened to me, I will not show it, maybe a little. A few of my mottoes: Forgive & Forget; Be happy, Stay Happy; Remain Calm At All Times. Although most of them are easy to master, sometimes I will still fail. I compared how I treat my friends and how I treat my family members, the result was that I was too easy going with my friends and too hard going with my family members. E.g. it's very hard to make me lose my temper whenever my friends are around, while at home, I have very little patience and compassion for them. My hypothesis is that I spent a lot of my good to my friends, with almost nothing left for my family members. Part of me knows that it is wrong, but somehow I still want to remain this good to my friends. I want to know why. Why do I treat my friends so nice? My family taught me not to trust and depend too much on my friends. That's why I went Solo. But after I joined SITU, I did not rely on them, but somehow my emotions were affected by them. Should I change?

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