Today,27/02/2009, is a memorable day as it was the day that marks the end of Crisis 2 ( the end of the cold war between Winston and me). This morning, Ivan told me that i have to go to the hall immediately after school, he mentioned something regarding friendship. I thought that he meant the current problem which is between Zong Sheng and Samuel, Ivan, Jin Wei. So i asked him if the rest are going, and he said that he will tell them. So the lessons went on normally as it would, and also at the end of the English lesson, Zong Sheng asked me if the ear stick if still in his ear. I knew that he wasn't ignoring me. I was so relieved. After school, my class had to go to the biology lab 2 to collect our chromatography experiment paper. Soon, i went to the hall, i saw no one except for Winston when i was about to enter the hall. I was somehow curious about why he was there. Then i continued walking into the hall, ignoring Winston until i think i heard him calling my name. It was the first time i heard him calling me ever since Crisis 2. Thus, i stopped to wait for him. He immediately started to tell me why he ignore. he said that it was because of my attitude ( which i still need to confirm with him), e.g. when the start of Crisis 2, i said that i will not leave until he forgive me. Then he said that he wished for us to start afresh, so we shook hands and introduce ourselves. I also said that i was sorry for what i did. He also said that i shouldplay properly on next Tuesday for our Badminton. And we chatted a bit. but i can still sense a bit of uneasiness and awkardness from him as i also have that feelings. After all, we have ignored each other for almost two years.

That was the good news. But when i was walking home, the Voice asked if i will continue to be wtih the SITU Family or fully join back the Bangla Society(this refers to Santhosh that group). I have no answer to that question yet. This is a tough question and i will take some time to think about it.

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Posted - 2:57 PM