Although I said that I will wait for C2 for as long as I can, right now, I am already beginning to feel tired and demoralized. Suddenly, I have this feeling that what I was expecting is impossible. In addition to that, Voice kept saying that it was just the wishful thinking on my part. Although C2 said that she just wants to be single for the time being, there is a possibility that she did not bear to tell the truth. Voice also said that there is a possibility that C2 is what what I expect her to turn out. Perhaps she is just toying with me and see how long I can last. So, now I am lost. When asked if my feeling for C2 is true love, I cannot confirm it. So what now? What should I do? Voice proposed ways for me ( Order starting from what Voice prefers) :

1) Stop waiting for C2 and go back to default.
2) Stop waiting for C2 and recover for next person.
3) Propose to her once more, but this time it must be very touching. ( Which may require physical communications)----I was forewarned by Voice that this is gambling and the chances of succession is very low.

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 2:52 AM