By far, my firewall is dependable to me against females. What I mean is that I am able to recover my focus back on my target: C2 ( By far, it has not happened yet). But I just thought up of a new upgrade: Right now I am only capable of recovering my focus if I lose it. But if I can make my firewall strong enough to enable to not to lose focus at all, then it will be almost perfect.

Here's the problem: It seems that there will be a lot of loopholes in that strong firewall, thus I need some time to figure out how to solve that problem.

After it is complete, the firewall will be solely powered by the second drive ( As mentioned on ACT 57). With that drive, things should be better at the least.

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 6:00 AM



Well, today I went to deliver some stuffs to C2. I hid at a blind spot from her usual walking path and waited for her to come. Eventually I saw her and she was listening to some songs on her phone. She did not notice me when I followed her for some time not even when I called out to her. Until I went near her and she somehow noticed that someone was behind her. So, she took off her earphone and I passed her the stuffs. I also asked her how to pronounce her name and she told me. After which I said bye to her and I wished her a good day before proceeding to leave.

I sensed an emotions rising and I think it's happiness. It truly comforts me a lot and I think I was smiling throughout my way home. Hearing her voice after I waited for her for all these periods. Things are getting better, and I hope it will continue this way. Thank you, C2.

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 2:40 AM



I've been wondering for quite some time...which is my true self?
KB 2007 (1) was more of emotions ( Most likely due to the "love" in crisis 1).
KB 2007 (2) was more of sadness followed by mild hatred due to crisis 1.
KB 2007 (3) was improvised after the mild hatred emotions were deleted. SOLO started rising too.
KB 2008 (1) was less emotional due to SOLO except towards Jin Kai and Winston.
KB 2008 (2) was independent and does not like to talk except to Jin Kai. ( This is after crisis 2)
KB 2008 (3) was less SOLO and began to curb the phobias towards females. ( After joining SITU)
KB 2009 (1) was generally the same with " KB 2008 (3) " except for enhanced emotions sensors.
KB 2009 (2) was enhanced on the emotions shown after the end of crisis 2.
KB 2009 (3) is the current version and it's main theme is about fairness. It's primary drive is unknown or random, whereas his secondary drive is C2. This version has association with Voice and things are going generally smoothly for the time being. This version also has some basic level of physical self awareness. Updates are continuing as long as there are ideas on improvisation.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 7:10 AM



Everything started well for the today until Mother Tongue lesson. I guess Voice and I went a bit overboard and thus leading to See Mun telling us ( actually See Mun is telling me) not to be lame. Well, I can understand that ( See Mun's comment) as I am already 15 years old and yet I am playing too-too train with a few people on wheel chairs. But all I can say is that:

In simple: Every time in Mother Tongue lesson, I will sort of become wild, unlike my usual style. My attitude changes and I am prone to talk back to people, and rebel against people.

In exact: Voice's control becomes 65%-78% whereas my self-control control is 22%-35%.

So, when See Mun commented on our action ( actually it's more of belonging to Voice than me), suddenly felt strong feeling growing, then I noticed that Voice is actually angered by See Mun's comment and immediately I asked Voice to calm and to remind it that our deal did not include it to be able to hurt anyone or anything close to that. Well, my actions paid off and luckily there were no troubles for anyone.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 2:37 AM



Well, Voice did not tell me much about it, thus I will have to guess it out myself.

Names that I have given for Voice up till now:

• Voice / V
  
• Dark
  

What I have known about Voice:

• Appeared between 2005-2006
  
• Encourage me to SOLO ( makes me adapt to loneliness quickly)
  
• Wants to be the strongest
  
• Know things earlier than me or better than me ( does not tell me most it what it knows)
  
• Plan things for almost everything ( plan things without informing me)
  
• Sometimes tells jokes ( quite rare)
  
• Dislikes SITU Family ( a little biased towards the Bangla)
  
• Sometimes it helps to hide some of my emotions
  
• It is the source for my seriousness ( it makes me serious)
  
• It is the source for my wild behaviours ( examples are suring MT lessons)
  
• Stimulates my anger a lot when in bad situations ( luckily it's under control)
• Like to make fun of people ( this is shown when KB is mischievous)
• Good in talking back to people ( it seldom does this)
  

The Voice is nicknamed "Voice" by me whereas I am nicknamed "Xeno" by Voice.

Yan Hong found out that Xeno is a Greek word for stranger and told me about it.
Today, I was thinking what Xeno & Voice could stand for, first I thought about XV.
Suddenly I thought of XV as 15. X stands for 10 whereas V stands for 5 in Roman numerals.
15...just nice, as I made a deal ( for more information about the deal, read ACT 34) with Voice in this year which I am 15 years old. So, did Voice planned all these up or is it just a coincidence? Or maybe Voice have something more up upon it's sleeves?

Looks like I will have to research about Voice.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 12:06 AM



I feel very bad for what has happened between Kah Shin and Sheralin( Story is shown on ACT 53), maybe I should not have joined the SITU Family in the first place. Perhaps I was supposed to be SOLO. My existence in SITU may have caused them more trouble than of any good.
Well,
Voice asked me this
V: Shouldn't you leave SITU?
A: Maybe...
V: Since you're just being a burden and trouble to SITU, then you should leave them.
A: I will take your advice into mind.
V: You have better make a good decision this time round.
A: I hope so too.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 5:17 AM

Currently there are two problems within the SITU Family. One which is between Ivan and Samuel due to some sort of betrayal of secrets matters. The other is between Kah Shin and Sheralin.Well, since I am not sure of what happened between Ivan and Samuel, I can only talk about the latter.

The story began last year when Sheralin called me and asked me for Kah Shin's e-mail password. Initially I was not keen on helping her get the password as this was somehow backstabbing someone. But somehow I was taken in by her when she mentioned the incident in which the Situ Family got a gathering at Zong Sheng's house (I went home first to change and eat my lunch, but when I called them to ask them when they are reaching the destination, none of them answered my calls despite the fact that I called them quite a few times. I was quite dissapointed with them and was even angered when Voice kept saying that I do not actually meant anything to the SITU Family. ). Sheralin said that Kah Shin asked everyone not to answer my calls, I believed and I became siding on Sheralin and I helped her get the password for Kah Shin's e-mail account.

This year, Kah Shin called me and said that she felt weird because all this while, Sheralin was able to view her (Kah Shin) blog when she (Kah Shin) did not invite her (Sheralin) to view her (Kah Shin) blog. Kah Shin then found out that Sheralin was invited and asked me how to change her e-mail password as she suspects that her account was hacked as her blog invitation shown Sheralin as invited despite the fact that Sheralin was not invited by Kah Shin, and I thought that since the last time I helped Sheralin, this time I should help Kah Shin in order to restore balance. So, I gave Kah Shin the link to the website that enable user to change their passwords. Shortly after Kah Shin changed her password, Sheralin called me to ask me to help her get her password. I then told Sheralin that it will be the last time that I am helping her with these things. After the phone conversation with Sheralin, I called Kah Shin to inform her regarding this and I asked her what her plans are. Kah Shin decided to give Sheralin the password to see what Sheralin will do. I also told Kah Shin that I will not do anything like this for anybody next time. After some time, Kah Shin deleted her blog and told everyone that she has decided not to blog anymore, yet the truth is that she will blog on a new e-mail account to hide her blog from Sheralin.

Today, Kah Shin told Sheralin that she (Kah Shin) knows that she (Sheralin) was hacking into Kah Shin's blog account to view Kah Shin's blog.

Although it seems that Sheralin was wrong, I still have some sympathy for Sheralin. I believe that humans are born in good nature. It was also mostly because of me that the conflict between Sheralin and Kah Shin rises. If I had not decided to help any of them, then there might not be any conflict like this now.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 4:46 AM