Blast you Xeno! You are taking too much time in making the simple decision to give me more freedom. I warned you not to take too much time but it you are not heeding it. So, does it mean I have to use force? You're sympathetic! You're weak in every area, why not let me take over? I will give you till the end of this week, if you still cannot agree with the terms, I will just work my way out of it. Either way, you're losing. I helped you with the intention of making you stronger, but it does not seems to be that way. You're too soft...you need to be more aggressive. Don't use too much of your stupid calculation, it's useless. You need me to show you how to be better? I think you need it. I will still make SOLO a 1st choice, but if you want friends, I can also make it work out. Just be like me.

Labels: Voice

Posted - 5:25 AM

Well, this information is going to be related to C2. If I remember correctly, no one knows about this information. The information is that C2 and I have not been communicating with each other since the Term 3 September holiday. The last time we chat, I tired to propose to her but it failed. Thus after that I have not been able to communicate with her via online chatting. Soon after that, I began to come up with the possibilities of why am I unable to communicate with C2. Ultimately, I concluded that perhaps C2 is ignoring me as a way to prevent me from being able to propose to her again. When I held on to this belief, the C2 percentage began to drop bit by bit. However, I managed to establish communication with her last Saturday ( 24/10/2009). I used that chance to ask her regarding the boy whom she was usually with. She told me that she treat him as a brother and he treat her as a sister. It is possible that C2 is lying but I chose to believe her anyway. That was when the percentage began to go up by a bit. But right now the increase has stopped again, and I am trying to figure out why. I hope this O.S. can still hold up...

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 5:06 AM



During these past few days while I was at Genting Highland enjoying my holiday, Voice and I have created a new "SELF" ( a.k.a. persona) ( although I was the one who did most of the work). That new persona was created to take over KB 2009 (3) with its improvised functions and unfortunately old data (a.k.a. memory) will be compressed an stored in the compressed memory compartment. C2 will be stored as old data and all settings will be reset. This means that the circle of concern will be restarted and perhaps there will be new person coming... Well, all of the above applies only if that new persona is launched. Right now, it is under simulations to check for errors. Decision for approval of launch is still ongoing.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 3:06 AM



Numbing effect is running out, I wonder what will happen to me...
Well, I have to thanks Voice for its effective numb, as without it, I would not be able to concentrate on the exams. Tomorrow will be a fun and enjoyable day as well as a miserable and dreadful day for me. After my exams, I will probably play badminton with Winston and Jin Kai ( depending on the weather). After that, I should be either using computer or playing with my brother and neighbours. Starting from tomorrow, I wonder how long I can last through the journey to C2. Tomorrow the scene will be: "The journey to C2 is long, unfortunately, I am already crawling right now.".

In addition Sunday will be fun too as it is when Winston and I get to prepare for the upcoming tournament. I will be leaving for Genting Highland from Monday and will only be back by Wednesday. Thus I will have to produce a letter for that, too bad I will have to miss some of my favourite lessons.

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 12:51 AM



Somehow I managed to get numb and waiting for recovery to do its job. But it was not me who numbed myself, it was Voice who numbed me. Voice was willing to help me as it did not want me to get disrupted during this examination period. Thus I am expecting myself to regain feelings after the exams, provided that I have not recovered from it.

I began to notice that my impression of Voice is starting to get better. But I am still considering whether or not to give Voice the freedom that it wants. Perhaps I should, but am I prepared for it?

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 2:20 AM



It was raining this morning, and I was walking to school when I thought to myself, should I try something new: Walking C2 to school ( including supplying her with my umbrella if she's not using any). I made up my mind to do so, and I waited for her. When I first caught a glimpse of her, I saw a female schoolgirl with her ( I think it's her sister), thus I thought perhaps I should abandon my plan so as to maintain a low profile. I decided that I would let her go before me ( I was hiding behind some pillars). However when she walked past, I saw that she was with another male ( I just found out that the name of that person is Choong Wei Zhen) They were walking to school together, I observed the route they took to school and it was the same throughout.

There were a couple of times when I saw the both of them together, I just assumed that they met coincidentally. But today's incident proved my assumptions wrong, thus now, I will have to make another bitter decision: To continue or to give up. Either way, I have to bear with the pain. If they are really an item now, then I will have to make the decisions, taking in considerations that I will not hurt C2's feelings or make things difficult for her.

Decisions:
1) Continue wooing her ( V: Totally pointless if she has chosen that guy)
2) Remain silent ( V: Waste of your time)
3) Give up (V: Weak)

Current 3 elements percentages:

Confidence: 34% Motivation: 41% Will: 39%

Labels: ACTS, C2

Posted - 3:15 AM



V: Hey, I advice you to give me more freedom.
A: ...I thought you already have enough freedom?
V: You consider that little bit of action as freedom? You kidding me?
A: Well, little freedom is better than no freedom. I am not kidding you.
V: Fine, I will now tell you that I am not satisfied with the little freedom given.
A: Okay, I will see what I can do about it.
V: It's simple, you will just have to give me more freedom.
A: ...Your suggestions are taken into consideration.
V: I will keep my end of the deal, so you had better hurry up with the decision.
A: Okay okay...I will try to...

Labels: ACTS, Voice

Posted - 4:47 AM