Tuesday, October 6, 2009
ACT 68: Falling Hopes
It was raining this morning, and I was walking to school when I thought to myself, should I try something new: Walking C2 to school ( including supplying her with my umbrella if she's not using any). I made up my mind to do so, and I waited for her. When I first caught a glimpse of her, I saw a female schoolgirl with her ( I think it's her sister), thus I thought perhaps I should abandon my plan so as to maintain a low profile. I decided that I would let her go before me ( I was hiding behind some pillars). However when she walked past, I saw that she was with another male ( I just found out that the name of that person is Choong Wei Zhen) They were walking to school together, I observed the route they took to school and it was the same throughout.
There were a couple of times when I saw the both of them together, I just assumed that they met coincidentally. But today's incident proved my assumptions wrong, thus now, I will have to make another bitter decision: To continue or to give up. Either way, I have to bear with the pain. If they are really an item now, then I will have to make the decisions, taking in considerations that I will not hurt C2's feelings or make things difficult for her.
Decisions:
1) Continue wooing her ( V: Totally pointless if she has chosen that guy)
2) Remain silent ( V: Waste of your time)
3) Give up (V: Weak)
Current 3 elements percentages:
Confidence: 34% Motivation: 41% Will: 39%
Posted - 3:15 AM



