Here is the list of my current persona(s):

Accents
B*
Carefree
Data
Elders
F*
G*
Home
I*
Joker
K*
L*
M*
Neutral
O*
P*
Q*
R!
Sports
T*
Union
Virtual
W*
X*
Y*
Z*

Legend:
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Accents:
Basically, its primary function is to morph my way of speech. It is classified under side persona as it can be used with other persona(s).

Carefree:
This is one of my usual persona especially for Mother Tongue lessons. Its way of thinking just simply makes things appear to be easy. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Data:
This persona may seems to be just resting daydreaming, but in fact it is actually collecting data from its surrounding. One of its most noticeable trait will be its unusual 'silent' mode and 'seriousness'. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Elders:
This persona is used when I am facing relatives or senior teachers. It's primary function is to leave a good impression with the elders and respecting them. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Home:
An ordinary persona which speaks what it wishes to say without usually without much thinking. Its bickering skills are quite good too. This persona is the most function-less out of all. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Joker:
This persona can joke about anything or anything without putting other people or things into consideration. Regardless whether you are its best friend or teacher, whenever the time calls for it, it will just do what it likes. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Neutral:
This persona believes in fairness and provides an unbiased mindset. It will stand in the middle of any conflict regardless of whether you are its friend or foes. It is classified under side persona as it can be used with other persona(s).

Sports:
This persona do things with a sense of competitiveness. If its competitiveness level rose, the seriousness of this persona will rise sharply. Usually, the outcome of an over-dose of competitiveness level will not turn out well. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Union:
This persona believes in teamwork and likes to be in groups. This persona treats its members in the group as precious friends. This is classified under main persona as it is not designed to be used with other persona(s).

Virtual:
This persona will only appear when it is using multifunctional devices ( such as computers ). Its most noticeable would be the "..."at the end of its every sentences. This persona prefers anonymity on the internet as it does not have faith on the security of the cyberspace. It is classified under side persona as it can be used with other persona(s).

R:
This persona is currently under development. Find all the adjectives with the initials 'R' and you can possibly find them on it. The purpose of this persona is to handle most of the situations which other persona(s) cannot handle. Currently, the main purpose of this persona is to chase S7. However, handling this persona pose a high difficulty for me. So, I will start off this persona by limiting its capabilities to give me time to adapt to it.

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 6:38 AM

Last night, S7's boyfriend ( Derrick ) revealed to me their intimacy level in accordance to my request. The result was beyond my expectation and imagination as they had gone into the 'French Kiss' level ( or what Derrick called 'Snog' ). That struck me pretty hard and I felt just as though my heart was being weighed down. But on the other hand, I suppose that they did were natural as everything went smoothly and the they just developed further and further.

Just now, I received an even more detailed statistics of their 'French Kiss' activities from Derrick. Apparently, they started to 'French Kiss' about a month after they started dating. These 'French Kiss' were done in a well secluded place and it has already been done for more than 10 times.

Even though I'm feeling quite negative now, my 'Neutral' side thinks that they did nothing wrong except that it is an obscene act.

What awes me nearly to the edge was that Derrick kept on motivating me to chase her. He even said: "it is a good chance for you to steal her from me". After he knew about 'Persona R'( to be revealed on ACT 127 ), in contrary of what usual people would do ( perhaps like dissuading me ), he went on to encourage me to use it. He truly is the coolest guy I have ever met so far in my life.

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 5:45 AM



Well, today's the day for badminton tournament finals and semi-finals. I'm very happy that S7 and I could finally meet up and chit-chat without much interference from badminton ( although we met due to badminton ).

Positives:

1) S7's subtle wear was what I'd like to see. True to say, she looks good regardless of what she wear.

2) Watching S7 eating was something nice as well, since I have never seen S7 eat before.

3) Playing some ( what I usually think would be silly ) games and seeing S7's cute faces and postures was more sufficient to lighten up my day.

4) S7 showed some concern for my safety and I was truly glad about it. Although S7 replied to Coach that I'm brainless when he commented on her care for me, I think we can still form an ideal partner: With S7 as the brain, with me as the brawn.

Negatives:

1) The time we spent together were the longest by far ( ever since I've confessed to S7 ), but yet time seems to move quickly when we're together. ( I cherished every moment we had together )

2) Sadly, S7 told me that I cannot walk her home as she'd covered up for me the last time I walked her home ( although she did not reveal the true story to me ) when her mom asked about me. But it's okay as I can still walk S7 to the Community Club.

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 3:36 AM



Things were out of the ordinary starting from Morning. Whenever Jia Wei or Samuel or Zong Sheng saw me, they will call me: Birthday Boy. Initially it makes me feel weird ( more of awkward ), soon I got used to it. Inside me, I felt quite happy and grateful to them. After that, for most of the lessons on that day, I was greeted with: Happy Birthday. I was indeed happy as it was the first time in my life that I was greeted by so many people. Birthday song was sang in the Class Interaction period.

After our additional Chinese Oral Practise lesson has ended, we ( Jin Kai, Jin Wei, Yan Hong, Zong Sheng & me ) proceeded to Jurong Point. We went to Pepper Lunch in Jurong Point's Kopitiam. Over there, we met up with the rest of the group ( Jia Wei, Kah Shin, Samuel & See Mun ). Everyone ( except See Mun ) began to order their lunch and I ( assumed that my lunch was bought by them as Zong Sheng told me that was the case ) proceeded to the seat. Later when all of the foods arrived on the table, leaving only See Mun and I watching them eat. At that moment, I was trying very hard to recall what Zong Sheng said to me the day before and check to see if anything was wrong. Then I thought that perhaps the plan was that they ate with me. Well, I guess I was somehow a little sad.

What was totally unexpected at that moment was that suddenly they were saying: "Happy Birthday, Kian Boon" to me. I opened my eyes ( awakening from my inner thinking state ) and saw that they were carrying a cake towards the table. That was when I realised that I was wrong about them and I was so glad that I am wrong ( Sorry that I have thought of all of you in a different way ). We followed the usual Birthday procedures and finally it came to the wishing part, three thoughts came to me:
1) Go into a relationship with S7
2) Get good results for O'Levels
3) May our group maintain contact even after we graduates.

I wasn't sure what I truly wished for as those three thoughts just kept popping up simultaneously. All three wishes were very important to me and i hope all of my three wishes can come true.

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Credits:

Thank you very much to the following people who gave me their wishing those, those who came and celebrated my birthday and those who played a part in the presents for me. I am truly touched by all that you have done for me and I sincerely thank you for that.

Major Credits:
Jia Wei
Jin Kai
Jin Wei
Jolin
Jonathan
Kah Shin
Ruby
Samuel
See Mun
Yan Hong
Zong Sheng

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 4:57 AM



This morning, I changed my daily routine. Instead of meeting up with S7 at the KFC, I decided to meet with her at a fitness corner somewhere near her house. After we met up, we proceeded to meet with Fabien and Adrian at the court behind Prime Supermarket. We played till 8.45a.m. before going to Gek Poh Community Club to attend our badminton class. At 10.00a.m., the class ended and I walked S7 back home.

While walking, she asked me what Derrick told me. I told her nothing much, followed by showing her the text messages that Derrick and I had sent yesterday night.

Then she gave me the answer to my question: Should I increase the intensity of my chase for S7? Her answer was that she was fine with anything just like Derrick.

Following that was a thought that struck me: Was she trying to hint me a yes to my question?

When we were about to reach her home, she asked me if I like dogs, I replied that I have no problems with dogs and asked her why did she ask me about that. Later she told me that she was going to bring one of her two dogs out for a walk and asked if I would like to tag along. I gave a yes.

Once again, I sat at the fitness corner waiting for her to get back home and bring the dog out. After a while, she came with a very...aerodynamic female dog. ( I have forgotten about the name of the breed ) That dog did not bark at me, in fact, it did not bark throughout the entire journey.

We went around with the dog and soon we arrived at an empty piece of land filled with grass which is located near the Floravale. S7 told me what the dog can run really fast and demonstrated it to me by chasing the dog for a while. To my astonishment, the dog really ran very fast ( it's speed is comparable to a fast sprinter ).

After some time, it was time to take the dog back. I walked both of them home and on the journey, I told S7 that I was jealous of the dog as it could always b by her side. S7 replied that in that case, I will get jealous at her whole family. I smiled back at her. When we were about to reach her home, I was considering whether or not to try my new function. But she then told me that she will need to let the dog run home, thus she bid farewell to me and ran off. Although I was much saddened by the lost of opportunity to try my new function, I am still glad that she ran off as it may not yet be the best time for me to try it. But still, inside me I want to try it out...

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 1:09 PM

We confronted each other through text messaging after I asked S7 on her opinion on whether I should increase my level of intensity in my chase ( through a persona named: Reckless ). She then suggested that I asked,Derrick, her boyfriend. After I told her that I'm not sure whether or not to ask her boyfriend, she told me that she's already asked her boyfriend to contact me. The following messages happened on: 17/04/2010.
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D: So, the lady said you had something to ask me? ^^

A: How're you? What data do you have on me? What do you suggest that i do? What do you have to ask me?

D: I have no idea. Im fine. On what you should do...im not sure really. And i believe you have more questions to ask me so yeah, ask away ^^

A: Do you suggest that i release reckless? If you're also not sure on this, i believe there's no meaning to continue any further. Sorry for being rude here.

D: Hey man, were both boys here. You could talk to me normally. Anyway, Its alright to let loose. Its her choice in the end after all, why not catch her attention right?

A: Well, believe it or not. I'm usually the anti-social type, though i'm changeable. So, should i release Reckless? Do you oppose me of my actions?

D: Nope. I don't oppose any of your methods, or you for that matter. Its alright, let loose. Im gonna be neutral on this. So its alright ^^

A: No, i don't think that i'm right. All i know is that i can only rely on my feelings. My feelings want me to love her regardless of anything. I just love her.

D: Then just do it. Seeing how you looked at her, i know. Don't let me restrain you from what you want to do.

A: No, i'm subconsciously restraining myself. Perhaps it's due to morals. So, do you love her? Why is it that you're find with me?

D: Im fine with you because she needs...options to choose from. And yes, i do love her.

A: She should only follow her heart. I'm not an option, i think i'm a disruptor.Well,i guess all i've left to say is: Good luck to both of you. Tell her i love her.

D: Time will tell man. She chooses me, you or some other. We don't know. And luck isn't really applicable to me. Luck hates me. And yes, i will tell her. Btw, disruptors always make it to the options list. Don't you worry ^^

A: Yeah? If that's the case, all the more my morals should have me. And don't you worry either, she'd chosen you. So, there's not much i can do. Relax and enjoy.

D: Hm? She chose me? You know, i might just break her one time.

A: Hey, don't you break her heart. Love her and protect her. She's happy to be with you, so don't you do anything to hurt her. Just love her.

D: Haha. Girls are fragile things, they get hurt with the most smallest things. We can't ever not hurt them.

D: So, what do you do now?

A: Reckless'll be put on hold first.1 thing that will surely not change is my love for her. That's all i can assure. Others stuffs will be based on my instincts.

D: Ah, instincts. Be careful though, they're hard to control.

A: Control? Nah, it's follow. So, just do your duty as a boyfriend and all should be well. I give the both of you my blessings. Good luck. Good night. Bye.;-)

D: Hm, good night then. Have a good morning tomorow.

A: Same goes for you, my friend/love rival/S7's boyfriend. Bye, Derrick.

D: Night kian boon, don't expect this to be our last conversation though, your an interesting guy ^^ and i would prefer friend ^^

A: Yeah, we'll chat again soon. You're grouped in my friend section. So, bye. I've gotta charge my biological battery for tomorrow.

D: Yeah. Enjoy badminton tomorow ^^

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Overall, Derrick was as cool as what S7 said he would be. Initially, it was more of a Voice-Derrick conversation. After a while, his attitude changed the situation into a Xeno-Derrick conversation instead. So, for now...I'll be leaving youS7 in his hands. Nevertheless, I am still not giving up on the chase. Since things are now in a whole new level, I will need to level up myself too.

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 12:30 PM



Let's see...hm...I only learnt cycling in 2005 which I think is considerably late. After which, cycling became another form of transport for me and it was really fun to cycle about. As all good comes with bad; I have some setbacks too, fortunately neither me nor the passer-by was injured. During 2008, my father bought a new mountain bike to be shared between my brother and mother ( although my brother rode it the most ). Very soon, we will cycle together at the National Technology University ( NTU ); with my father using his mountain bike, my brother using his new mountain bike, my mother using her normal unchangeable-bike and me using normal changeable bike. Cycling at NTU was not easy as it has uphills and downhills, thus you need to use quite a decent amount of energy to cycle up the uphills. After one or two times of cycling at NTU, my mother got tired of it followed shortly by my brother. Leaving with just me and my father, the last time we cycled at NTU was last year.

Recently, the thoughts of cycling just kept flashing through my mind. So, perhaps I might want to go up to NTU again sometime soon. Just the thought of it...seems to thrill me.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 6:07 PM



After reviewing my past records on how I deal with people around, I think I have improved tremendously ( especially ever since KB 2010 (1) loaded ). But I think it is still insufficient in terms of the standard as compared to my surrounding friends. So, I need to gather some data and adjust the settings accordingly. Hopefully after the settings, I will be able to produce better results.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 6:43 PM



Some recent events that occurred recently made me realised that that so far in my entire life, I have never ever shed tears for any female/girls. That would be normal for the past me...but even though I have emotions now...no negative-based emotion has occurred yet that can result me into shedding tears for any female/girls.

1994: No data available
1995: No data available
1996: No data available
1997: No data available
1998: No data available
1999: No data available
2000: No data available
2001: No data available
2002: No data available
2003: K.B.(2003) had immature positive feelings for a girl.
Tears shed Y/N: N
2004: No data ( Nothing happened )
2005: K.B.(2005) misinterpreted feelings for a girl as likeness.
Tears shed Y/N: N
2006: No data ( Nothing happened )
2007: K.B.(2007) developed self-awareness and liked a girl.
Tears shed Y/N: N
2008: K.B.(2008) began developing an emotion: love for a girl.
Tears shed Y/N: N
2009: K.B.(2009) began his chase but to no avail.
Tears shed: Y/N: N
2010: K.B.(2010) ended his chase and recovered to began his chase for S7.
Tears shed Y/N: N

Thus my statistics reveals that I have never ever shed a tear for any female/girl. The possible reasons are:
1) Previous encounters weren't my true love.
2) I recovered too instantaneously to be able to feel the pain.
3) I had a rule whereby I cannot shed tears for love.
4) I am cold blooded.

Is it a good thing to cry? I do not have the answer, although research shows that crying is an natural human behaviour to rejuvenate themselves. Crying to rejuvenate themselves works best at night just before you sleep. But...Voice is trying to tell me that only weaklings shed tears...especially when it's for negative emotions and it is inappropriate for males to cry. But , I do shed tears though it only happens when I yawn too hard or when I laugh too hard...

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 1:56 AM



Well, today I went to play badminton with my fellow friends ( especially S7). Before that, I met up with Fabian (one of the new friends that I made this year through S7) and played Chinese chess with him outside the KFC at Gek Poh Community Club. After he had left, I went to the court to wait for S7's arrival. It was raining quite heavily so the weather was quite cooling, but in the badminton hall it is still as warm as usual. When S7 arrived, she looked quite sick. Very soon, we proceeded to do our warm-ups and started to play badminton.

Just as the first session was about to end at 10.00am, I rushed through the exit to escape from the fate of Coach asking me to stay till 11am to help him out in the second session. There was two reason why I decided to skip the second session:
1) It was raining heavily and S7 was sick, thus my instincts tells me to walk S7 home.
2) Without Winston there, I feel bored in the second lesson.

So, I waited for S7 to come out and we walked together. At the sight of me walking in the rain, she asked why am I walking in the rain. I told her that a little of rain will not kill me, and I want to walk her home. After a while, she offered me her umbrella that she was using, but I rejected her offer and told her that her health is of a higher priority than mine. Out of my expectation was that she kept her umbrella and walked in the rain with me saying that if I do not use the umbrella, neither will she. Then I was thinking of this question: How is it possible that two person are using umbrella when there is only one umbrella? I asked Voice about it, and Voice said that it is possible that S7 is hinting me to share the umbrella with her. So, after much hesitation, I took her kept umbrella and opened it for us to share. After a while she asked if I know how to actually hold an umbrella. I replied with a shake of my head and told her that up till now, I have only used the umbrella in less than 700 times. Upon getting that reply, she grabbed the umbrella for me and became the holder of the umbrella. Seeing this, I told myself that I have to do something about it. I thought back about what did I do wrong and i discovered that I was holding the umbrella with my left-hand while she was on my right. Thus, I transferred all of my stuffs from my right to left. After which my right-hand went over and re-took the umbrella again. When we were on the road that leads straight to her house, she grabbed the umbrella and closed it, saying that since since she was already wet, then there was not much purpose to use the umbrella. Before we bid farewell, my right-hand actually went to pat her head once before saying goodbye. It was the first time that I actually touched S7 with the exceptions of handshakes. I am not sure if that action was under my control or through instincts. She did not complain of anything and somehow I felt good about it.

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 1:05 PM