I just heard from my parents on Sunday ( 23/05/2010 ) that we have been notified that we will only get our new house keys in the 1st quarter of next year ( originally in June this year ). So after getting the keys, we will be given a 6-month period before we need to move house.

To the current me, that is more of a good news. It just simply means that I have more time to spend with my friends over here. Being with them for a few months more is better of than nothing. So, after the O'Level I must make sure to spend ample time with my friends. I am so glad...

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Posted - 8:10 PM

I do not really wish to go into details for this event. So, I will just summarise it up.

I played male doubles with Hakim as my partner.

1st Match:
4V8 VS 4S3
I was pretty much shocked when I saw that one of my opponent was Stanley ( a school team member ). I was pretty much prepared to lose the game. Fortunately, we were able to get through it with 11-3.

2nd Match:
4V8 VS 5S2
This time, I was very sure that I will not win the game as one of my opponent was Alex ( another school team member ). We were able to squeeze through the tight situation with a score of 11-10. If Lady Luck exists, perhaps she was smiling upon us.

3rd Match:
4V8 VS 4V6
For this match, I did not care about winning or losing. I just wanted to have fun out there with Winston. And finally, our winning streak was ended by them with a score of 9-11.

4V6 proceeded to play against 4S5 and 4V6 won as the champion with a score of 11-4. The result of the male's competition ended with 4V6 as the gold medalist, 4S5 as the silver medalist and 4V8 as the bronze medalist. Due to this, somehow I was not satisfied with the outcome. Perhaps it was because that I do not like the thought that I lost to 4S5 without playing with them ( they got a silver while we got a bronze but our score with 4V6 were better as compared to 4S5's ).

But now, I am out of those thoughts. What matters most is that I had fun out there. The badminton that I played may be called as a fun one.

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Posted - 4:34 AM



Last Friday, I made a prank on Jin Kai telling him that I was at Zong Sheng's house ( when in fact I was at Li Yu's house ) and tell him that Yan Hong was calling for him ( actual person behind the calling was Xue Yan ). The next day, I found out that my little caught fire. So, right now, I am sincerely apologising to both Jin Kai and Yan Hong. Sorry for the trouble caused, please accept my apology.

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Posted - 7:25 PM



Well, as usual today we ( S7 & I ) went to play badminton ( but only with the two of us as the rest could not make it ). I arrived at the KFC at Gek Poh Community Club while she arrived slightly later. When she arrived, she hit on my head with her metal-cased handphone ( when I questioned her about it, she told me that it was to get my attention and to say hello to me as I was focusing on my handphone ). Everything else went as usual except that she is quite 'hyper' perhaps due to her Mid-Year exams had just finished. We talked a lot today and she also offered me some weird sweet ( to be exact, it's some sort of a 'pop' candy ). The candy resembles fine salts and is green in colour. The weird thing is that when you put take it out of its packet, it will make sizzling sounds and when you put it inside your mouth, it will sort of 'pop' sound.

Although I have completely recovered, right now, I am just treating her as my sister ( which is what we were before I confessed ). Somehow, I guess that is the only way...

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 4:30 PM



In ACT 130, I mentioned that my energy level for the chase is running low and my recovery program is not functioning to replenish my energy. So, in case I run out of energy, Voice and I will be creating a new O.S. to succeed the current one.

This O.S. primary function is to uphold the "Soloness" and prevent me from falling in love. It is undeniable that this O.S. is bound to fail its primary function, thus I have decided to install the "Anti-Love" program which will increase the length of time for my "Solo" state. Hopefully, the length of time will be as long as possible in order to assure that my recovery will be as close to 100% as possible.

This O.S. will only be loaded once my energy runs out. If possible, I hope I will not have to load this program. Nevertheless, I have to make plans for the future...and this shall be my back-up plan...

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 2:42 AM



Nice, my dad just bought me a new pair of shoe on 07/05/2010: The Salomon's XT Hawk. Its original price was $189, but fortunately, we bought when the World of Sports had a sale and it costs $99. This shoe will succeed its predecessor ( my old Adidas shoe in which the sole spoil after my school's Cross Country event on 30/04/2010 ). This XT Hawk is designed for trail running but since Singapore does not have many trails, I can only use it for my sports events. It shall serve as my badminton/running/any other sports shoe.

Labels: ACTS

Posted - 7:08 PM



These following messages occurred on 07/05/2010.

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Me: Yo. Eaten? How's your 'free day' today? Whatcha doin now? Free to bring Cutie out for a walk?

S7: Oh hi, yah. I just went to the library, going home now. XD

Me: Oh...Haha. Are you in a hurry? As i'm thinking of waiting for you at the playground and chat with you and perhaps accompany to walk Cutie if you're free.

S7: Oh, haha, i'm on the bus.

Me: Yeah, so, do you think my ideas suits your time table? Is it possible? If yes, I'll get going now...

S7: Uh, no la, cuz i'm not feelin too good... I wanna get home and sleep it off...

Me: Oh...okay.in that case, take good care. Have a good rest. Get well soon. Hm...which route are you taking to walk home? After you've alighted that is.

S7: Oh, nevermind, i'm home already.

Me: I see. Okay then. I shall not disturb you any further. Take care, okay? Here's a pre-good night. Sweet dreams. I'll text you again tomorrow. I...just rest well.

S7: Okie, thanks.

Me: Hey, when are you able to come tomorrow?

Me: You don't have to thank me. As your friend/good friend/brother/chaser, we want you to be healthy. So, just lie back, relax and enjoy your sleep.

Me: Great news. Your bro has just got a new pair of shoe. I wonder how well it'll perform..sadly the colour does not resemble the old one. Hope you're resting well.

S7: Oh congrats. And yah i was.

Me: Eh? Yeah, thanks. You're awake already? I thought you'll sleep till tomorrow. So, are you feeling better? Whatcha doin now?

S7: Nothing la...

Me: Then go back and get more sleep. But...i suppose it's rare for you to have nothing to do? So how recovered are you?

S7: Slightly more than half i suppose.

Me: Well...it's good that you're partially recovered. What's your event line-ups tomorrow? So, do you think you can come tomorrow? What's your sickness anyway?

Me: Sorry, i meant badminton on sunday. You should sleep for long hours tonight. That way, you'll be fully energised. Or, you can exercise more through badminton?

Me: Okay, I'll be looking forward to seeing you on that day. So, are you turning in soon? After all, my panda sis needs more sleep after a week's work. Right? Haha

Me: Was it because that i changed the way i speak that caused you to change the way you speak too? If only you've changed: great job. You're more lively now. Nice.

Me: It's okay. In short, i like the way you speak now. E.g. Less frequent of 'whatev'. You're improving, keep it up. As your bro, it's good to have a sis like you.

Me: There you go again. Are you that easily speechless? Anyway, how's Derrick, Fabian & Adrian?

Me: Good to know that. Anyway, can you name me some areas which i need to improve on?

Me: Still can't get into that past yet huh...hm...why don't you do that? Even if you've never did that for Derrick, why don't you try it out on me? Guilt strike...

Me: Oh...well, i follow statistics. I'm as dead as numbers. I just realised that and i'm trying to switch to instincts. Sorry, if i annoyed you just now.

S7: Its okay i'm kinda used to people not getting me.

Me: Is it correct that Derrick is daring enough to 'poke' you at every point he sees. As in he's daring to do all sorts of stuffs to you. Hold on, I'm getting washed.

S7: He only dares to do that because he's my boyfriend and intimacy is not a problem, whereas if normal guy friends try anything closer than social interactivity norm, i get annoyed. If you wanna talk statistics i have plenty. Lay it all down, nice and clear. I do not tolerate unsupported evidence and will not entertain poorly parsed hypotheses. I'm a science person, and unlike plenty of girls out there, i have a brain and i can use it pretty damn well. I don't usually talk like this cuz i tend to scare people off, but I'm getting the impression that you think you could try physical intimacy with me, and i do not appreciate that. I am not implying that you should stop completely, but if you want a relatively higher chance, i advise you to look underneath the underneath of social networks before laying down a set opinion of things. I am sorry if this upsets you, but these are the facts. If i were to be extremely blunt, this is the precise reason why people find it hard to understand me. I am not who you think i am. You think i am who i impress upon you to think me to be.

Me: Haha. Yeah, that's the true form of my sis that i'm trying to look for. And relax, i know i'm talking about intimacy recently, i'm not intending to do that.

S7: You'd better not be. I have an extremely high EQ and a relatively high IQ, i tend to get touchy sometimes. For future reference, i don't like machoistic ideas and egoist tendencies present in guys. Gender bias is also completely unappreciated. I'm smart and i damn well know how to think for myself and know what i'm doing. I don't need a second mom.

Me: Nah, that won't happen. After all, i'm a male. Haha. So, anything you wish to add on? Please do speak your mind.

S7: I can sense that you're entertaining me and at the same time pumping me for information. I do not appreciate being used. Like i said, i have a high EQ. Do not, i repeat, do-frickin-NOT underestimate me for a little girl who can't help herself or think straight, and who can be manipuated and controlled. Because if you do, you are damn wrong. Good night.

Me: I guess Voice was right after all...why didn't i listen to its advise...i guess i'm extremely bad at expressing myself through virtual communication.Good night.


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The following messages occurred on 08/05/2010.

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S7: Yellow bro, sorry i snapped yesterday.. ^^

Me: I...'m perhaps still in the trauma...but that's the true you right? How're you feeling now? I'm sorry if i sounded too off the usual. I'll watch myself.

S7: True, but pissed off me. ^^ and no, its not your fault, i'm just extremely sensitive to... What people are thinking le. XD

Me: Would you believe if i say that i do not intend to have physical contact with you & i am not using you to gather data or some sort?

S7: Well, as for now, no. XD you sound patronising. Anywaes, don't brood on it much, i can handle.

Me: Okay, I'll just let nature take it's course. But i sincerely apologise for yesterday. Anyway, welcome back. How're you feeling now? Wanna come tomorrow?

S7: It's not the mistake. It's whether you keep doin it. And yah, tmr definitely playin.

Me: How about 7.30am at KFC? I'll inform Fabian if you're find with it.

S7: I dunno, anything also can...

Me: Okay. So, have you eaten?

S7: Yes.

Me: Can't seem to contact him through his handphone and house phone. I'll try again later. Winston might be able to join us tomorrow.

S7: Oh. Okay, then good la. At least got one extra player.

Me: Oh man...Winston just called and told me that he'll only come at 9am for the CC training. Do you happen to have Adrian's number? I want to inform him. Thanks

S7: Yah. Saying thanks before actually getting conformation is a way of pressurising someone into doing things which i don't particularly appreciate. I don't have his number. Sorry.

Me: I'm sorry for pressuring you. That perspective of thinking, I'll take note. Is it alright to thank you now for pointing my errors? I appreciate it a lot.

Me: Fabian's at his cousin's house, so he cannot make it for tomorrow.

Me: Now that we're the only ones left, do you still want to play early? I'm alright with it though.

S7: Not really. And there's no need to apologise. Its not your fault you accidentally piss me off. No offense, just statin facts.

Me: Uh...the answer for 'not really' is for which question? Do you mean i just pissed you off again?

S7: No, for the apology, i just wanted to tell you that random people piss me off for no reason. And not really for the morning. Not feeling up to waking up early.

S7: I'll be at kfc at 7.30. Yah. Don't bother pickin me up, i'm fine on my own, yah? XD thxx and nites

Me: You're coming? Okay. I'll see you there tomorrow. Good night.

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07/05/2010:

What happened was beyond expectation and imagination. After I received the three tormenting messages, I was feeling extremely heavy inside. Something was weighing me down that made me hard to relax. Sleeping was a challenge as I tried to exhale and inhale deeply but to no avail. I only managed to sleep after switching my thoughts to other topics simultaneously.

08/05/2010:

I was intending to use that day to recover, but after she initiated the chat, I decided that I cannot just ignore her.

09/05/2010:

Nevertheless, the first apology message does not seem to have any boost on my recovery. I wonder what happened to my recovery program...well for now, I will just let nature take its own course. For now, my energy is not replenishing quickly enough to sustain my chase. Hopefully, my recovery program will work in time. If not, I will just use up my remaining energy to last the chase...for...as long as...I can...

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 11:32 PM



It's a few months since 07/02/2010. That day was when I decided to stop the chase for C2. After C2's message telling me that I was " sickening and irritating " ( Please read ACT 99 for complete information ), my 'recharge' ability ( the ability to re-energise myself each time I feel like giving up ) was overloaded. Thus I had insufficient energy left to continue the chase. The thought of resting for a while before continuing the chase did come to my mind, but after Voice's persuasion, I decided to just give up.

The term " heart-broken " may be used to describe how I was for the following days after that incident. I was mostly doing " soul-searching " for the following days and if there was any misery, I think I sank into it.

By 09/02/2010, shockingly, I was near complete recovery. It was partially thanks for Voice for its guidance. That was also when Voice gave me the idea to start moving on with my life ( which is what he means by finding the new person ).

On 11/02/2010, the new person was found. It turned out that the new person is S7. I do not understand why I will fall for her as our ideologies and background are different. But perhaps it is the difference between us that makes me attracted to her.

On 12/02/2010, I confessed to S7 despite knowing that she already have a boyfriend.

Right now, I am reviewing back on my progress. I am fascinated by the speed of my recovery. Samuel commented this as me being extremely optimistic, thus I was able to get past the previous incidents with ease. Although I still do not understand myself entire, but based on previous records, it seems that the more pessimistic the situation is, the more optimistic I will be. Likewise, the more optimistic the situation is, the more pessimistic I will be. This follows my belief: Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Voice and I alternate the roles of the optimists and pessimists.

However, what daunts me is that Voice once states that the speed of my recovery resembles those of a "playboy". I replied that it should clearly knows what type of person I am and the rules that I had put up to obey with. Voice said in return that it sees the potential of me becoming a form of "playboy".

Now, am I really that type of person? One of my rules states that I cannot play with another person's feelings. In addition, I am not the kind of person who break rules ( especially the ones made by me ), thus I do not believe that I can be that person or have the potential to be one. It is just...not me...

Labels: ACTS, C2, S7

Posted - 1:35 AM



The following text messaging occurred last night (02/05/2010).

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Me: Hey, uh..not that I'm doubting you. but do you truly mean it when you said: If I did not not have Derrick, I'd have you?

S7: Huh? Maybe...

Me: Uh? Maybe? ...Come on, don't play games with me on that as that piece on information is vital to me. Okay? So, do you truly mean it? I hope it's yes. but truth's what I want.

S7: I really don't know. But you're a nice guy, so maybe.

Me: Uh, okay I'll not force you. But this is the first time I'm complimented by a girl as a nice guy. So, why do you say that I'm, a nice guy? In what ways am I nice?

S7: Thoughtful and mildly amusing. XD

Me: Okay, seems like I've got a long way to go. I've only got 2/18. Do you prefer the physical me or this virtual text-messaging me?

S7: Uh. It's still you, right?

Me: Voice said that the virtual me is more dead and the physical me has got lots of rooms for improvement. Do you agree with it? I think it makes some sense.

S7: Uh, I suppose. Both same la. Still you. -.-

Me: True. Hey, may I ask why is Derrick motivating me to chase you? In fact, the more he motivates, the more guilt I'm dealt with. But I appreciate his kindness.

S7: Derrick thinks I deserve better than him -.- he's always like that.

Me: Oh, He's a guy whom I can't comprehend with logic. It's good that he's your boyfriend. As long as you're happy, nothing else matters much. I'll just serve as backup.

S7: Ohkay...Whatev...Suit yourself...-.-

Me: What? Unless you're rooting me to be/release/use R? Fortunately R wasn't ready yet, thus it wasn't put up on display today.

S7: No idea what youre talkin about. -.-

Me: Haha. In short: Do you support me to go all out to chase you?

S7: I dunno. You do what you want lor.

Me: It is really okay with you? As I'm afraid I may not be able to just stop halfway, so I need to have your assurance and confirmation.

S7: I'm okie wiv anycheeing la.

Me: Okay, I'm already awed by the capabilities of R. Things might get a bit bumpy, but I'll see if I can get a "stop switch" done.

S7: Okie. Im gonna sleep so yah. Nite.

Me: Good night. If possible, dream of me. Sweet dreams. I love you. Always.

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Now that I have the "Green Light" to use R, the paused development of R shall resume. Hopefully, it can be used on next Sunday ( 09/05/2010 ).

Labels: ACTS, S7

Posted - 4:30 PM