Monday, June 28, 2010
ACT 138: Forcing The Pull Of The Trigger
Situation: Currently being split into two...my mind wants me to give up...yet my heart wants to go on...Personally...I am now agreeing with my mind more...yet...I need to convince my heart to give up in order for me to thoroughly end the chase...
Plan: Trying to make S7 wound my heart ( despite previous failed attempt )...and while my heart is wounded, my mind will strike...only then will everything end...
Catch: I need S7 to be very direct with her words which she does not wants to...but only direct words coming from her are lethal enough to wound my heart...So, I need to come up with something...
Posted - 5:15 AM
Thursday, June 24, 2010
ACT 137: Zero Progress
On Tuesday night ( 22/04/2010 ), when I assumed that S7 was sleeping...I messaged her to let out some of my thoughts. When I mentioned about whether or not my actions by far had made any progress. That was when she replied, telling me that I have not made any progress. I am at most a 'bro' to her ( just like how I treat her as a 'sis' ). She also added that she will never leave Derrick...when I asked her for what I should do next...she said that I should get over it...I guess perhaps it's coming to an end? Most likely...
Yet, it's a good thing since after these, since I can finally get to take my time to recuperate. Still, I will make the final decision only after I am done discussing with Voice...
Posted - 7:28 AM